
Lately I have been enjoying looking up. I know it sounds kind of stupid, "looking up". Have you ever made a conscious decision to look up? I walk a ton in the city to and from work and all around on the weekends, all the time I'm walking. Most of the time during these trips I've either been looking down in thought, or just looking ahead. Well the other day I made a decision to look up, simple enough but hard enough to do. To my amazement things are super awesome when you look up. Buildings are tall and impressive, the sky is amazing in color and depth, and clouds create some of the most amazing organic forms I've ever seen. Looking up also makes me feel a bit more in my place, lets me know how large the world is and reminds me to slow down. Nothing makes me feel more like this than looking up and seeing the vast landscape ahead of me of buildings or a road that stretches from one end of the city to the other.
My walk to work isn't so much about getting to work or home but it's also a journey that it's part of my life. The time I spend walking should be enjoyed and cherished, these walks by the way are made up of precious minutes of my life that I'll never get back. Looking up allows me to slow down and refocus on exploring and observing, this tends to make the walk less about the task of getting somewhere. Funny thing is, I remember a time when I hated the in between, I just wanted to be at the destination. I could never enjoy the journey, I never realized that there was a journey. I just couldn't stand not being where I needed to go. Never knowing I would never get to where I was really going, because once I got there I always had somewhere else I should have be. Unfortunately I think this transcended to more of my life than just my travels to one place to another.
I guess I have to stop looking ahead all the time and just look up every once and awhile. Enjoy the path, right?